Tuesday, August 17, 2010
out of place
i feel so out of place. am i really just being at somewhere i don't belong?
should i continue what i'm doing?
i don't feel the slightest respect i'm suppose to have despite the shit i'm doing.
maybe i'm just not wanted, just a temporary tool which is soon to be thrown away after the newly anticipated one comes in.
maybe i should just quit?
but why do i continue despite this?
am i too responsible?
or is it because i'm afraid of that something?
why is my weakness so great?
so many questions, no anwsers.
can somebody answer just some of my questions?
what will happen if i stopped everything now?
will it even leave the slightest impact on anyone?
should i stop trying to follow the main flow?
and start going the path which seems most smooth?
it may be the path i want yet the path which i fear the most.
yet again, theres something else i can't decide on once again.
should i try and choose one? or should i just ignore and continue onwards?
what if i regret doing any?
probably ignoring and continuing onwards would be the best solution, avoiding any jeopardy to anything since i'm probably out of place.
eventually, i'm no better than anybody in any aspect.
maybe i'm just a failure in life.
maybe that's why i feel so, or probably am out of place everywhere, especially there...
hope somebody out there will provide me with answers i need.
but whatever, not like anybody ever reads this blog anyway.
afterall, it's mine, if i'm out of place, no doubt will this blog be out of place as well.
posted by hahaha @ 1:48 AM
