Tuesday, May 5, 2009
zzz
I'm starting to lose myself, everything seems to be screwing up, nth is going as planned, i cant seem to do anything rite. i hate myself. i keep hiding myself behind smiles. i needa start to focus. i need some help. i help ppl, but, y cant i help myself? at dis rate, i may jus collapse someday soon for eternity. maybe it'd be the best solution for my problems. n maybe not. dis maybe one of the last time i break i my code. a regret to break my code. regrets everyday. each day tt passes by is a regret. each day itself is a regret. can anybody save me? probably not. dis code is for the best. this shall be the last time i break it. happy, smiling n even blur on the outside. a heart filled wif sorrows,tears,anger n irritation on the inside. i needa clear my mind now before its over the limit. time for me to sleep. pray for me tt i get a solution for my problems once n for all when i wake up. or... maybe nvr to wake up again.
nitz all
peace out
posted by hahaha @ 11:50 PM
