Monday, September 15, 2008
Blog Revival II: Beginning of the Days of Darkness
I told myself i wouldn't. But i couldn't help it. The day has arrived n he has gone. I couldn't even see him off cos i had exams. For the past few weeks, it seemed like it's gonna be a small thing. "Just 2 weeks" is wad i tot to myself. It was a small matter. But today, i was wrong. I always wanted him to go asap, but last night, i couldnt help but cry. It's embarrassing to say it. It hurts most when u always wanted someone to go away, but when the time has finally arrived, u realized how much u actually loved tt person. It hurts. How long can i last without him before he returns. My brother that is. Without him, everything seems to be falling apart. Isolation is wad best describes my feeling. I can't believe im crying over this. It's such a small thing. But, it's cos i love him so much, i can't bear him to leave me. Even if it's just 2 weeks. And so, the days of darkness has begun.
Day 1 of the days of darkness.
posted by hahaha @ 12:23 PM
