Thursday, September 1, 2011
thoughts
no matter how hard i try to type things out in words, it jus never seem to come out the way i really feel so, especially about u
don't be sad it's no longer yours, be glad that it was actually once yours.
live life to it's fullest. if it ain't meant to be, it ain't
i'll probably be here till you finally realize how hard it is, i can't gurantee my actions after that
believe that the world still revolves around me no matter how tough life is, cos life is probably jealous that it revolves around me.
posted by hahaha @ 2:04 AM
Friday, August 26, 2011
Code of life:
I live strongly by a certain code in life. What people may call stupid and stuff for kids or for the "lowly educated". To me, this is a code of brotherhood, a code which bonds people together as though they were real blood brothers. Something the "educated" or "high class" will not be able to understand, only we "naive peasants" would abide to. To me, it's a code that brings harmony and peace to humanity.
I guess you probably didn't realize, but you have breached this particular code. There's a difference between being, "logically and morally" correct, and being "socially correct". You probably feel that I'm just using you nothing more than a mere tool. This is where you are wrong. Let me tell you this, I greatly appreciate what you've done, but if this is how it goes, it's how it'll go. I would've apologized, but you of all people should know your own arrogance, I may be "logically and morally" wrong, and I was willing to accept that and apologize, the only problem was your cockiness and certain illogical reasoning. With that, let me tell you, you may be "logically and morally correct" standing firm on your own principles, you may succeed with your career and ambitions, but the world is all about social etiquette, and being "socially" correct, you may stand to gain in a business being "logcially and morally" correct, but you'll probably die a lonely man. You probably will not have anyone to support you in times of crisis when you come across greedy people(of course sad to say there are black sheeps everywhere) who lives along the same code as I do.
I do not expect an apology, neither will I GIVE an apology, but I believe, everybody deserves another chance, you and me both alike, this choice is up to you. If you just want to walk away, go ahead, there's nothing I can do. But if you would like to continue this friendship, all that it will take is from after reading this post is just a simple text containing a simple greeting something like, "Hi". Should you want to continue this friendship, I would gladly explain everything and this "social logic".
I DO know I was in the wrong, but if such arrogance is what you would give, then, I rather live with my mistakes.
P.S. The code which I live strongly by is these 2 simple words: "义气"
posted by hahaha @ 9:53 PM
Monday, July 11, 2011
爱
想爱一个人之前，先要学怎么爱自己
因为如果不会珍惜自己，怎么珍惜对方呢？
别为了寂寞或伤心才把他收下来当代替品
大家说如果你有了她，你实在是幸福
可是，自己得想想一下
跟着你她会不会幸福？
别为了自己的幸福而抛弃了对方的幸福
这样子也已经不算是真正的幸福了
因为，想爱一个人，
不是为了自己的幸福而是为了双方的幸福，没有双方的幸福，也至少给对方幸福
这样子世界才会变得更幸福更美好，
因为，总有一天，你命运注定的另一半会看到你的无私的性格而跟你在一起，
最终，写出一个完美的结局。
posted by hahaha @ 2:25 AM
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
afraid.
its gonna be the 3rd day now. please please don't let me down...
posted by hahaha @ 1:02 AM
Saturday, May 7, 2011
again?
I'm feeling so left out from your life...
posted by hahaha @ 12:52 AM
Saturday, April 23, 2011
confused.
i wanna step back to reality. but everytime i do, smth pulls me back into the land of dreams. i should stop acting like dis. shouldnt cling so tightly on such ideals. i need to pull myself tgt. i dun wan it to end up tt way. i'm scared. i'm confused. i'm lost. i need a sign. i'm still wondering if i made the right decision... wad should i do? gahhhh.
posted by hahaha @ 1:32 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2011
haiz
suddenly feeling so heartbroken...
posted by hahaha @ 12:38 AM
